Insomnia 7.7.09

Insomnia, this is nothing new
I have faced it time and time again
But something is different now
It's different because of you

In 8 hours you will be laid to rest
As the grieving world watches
And your moment of silence passes
This is supposed to bring people closure
Doubtful Michael, I must confess

Insomnia, wide awake
Thoughts of you rip at my mind
I haven't been able to stop weeping
My heart entering this confinement state

7 hours, 32 minutes, 46 seconds
Final farewells will be read
But how do you say goodbye, how do you let go?
When there is so much left unsaid
Before these tears are supposed to flow

2 hours, 32 minutes, and 23 seconds
The goodbyes will happen
I've been praying all night
That I can make it through
In the depths of my core
This is what I fight for you

1 hour, 1 minute, 35 seconds
The clock is ticking
So loud in my mind
Insomnia taken over
Not a wink of sleep
Your beautiful smile now shining in the darkness
Oh my God Michael, this is getting to deep

5 minutes, 43 seconds
Your memorial is about to begin
I've seen your mother, father
Sisters and brothers
I've seen flowers on a casket
Now now your beautiful children

Insomnia
Can it grab hold of you while you're awake?
Because Michael I would rather be dreaming
Then watching this...
Reliving your fate
While your whole world remains
In this dying state.

rAiNcRiEs
07.07.09
10:15am