~The Reason I'm Alive~

Trying to sort out how I’m feeling
Trying to find something to say that has meaning
I know today your feeling blind
But I'm lost and too hard to find

What do you do
when the pressures on?
How do you smile
when you know that your wrong?
How do you know when it’s safe to fly?
How will I know when its my....
....My time to die?

So are you feeling empty yet?
Cause I’m feeling drained and confused
But there’s still some things I don’t get
Hidden messages in the words that you use

And crying
Never fixed a broken heart
Tryin’ to find the right place to start
To heal
My sadden soul

You cant tell me
I wasn’t on your side
so many nights I swallowed my pride
Just to console you

Did you really wanna crucify me?
Did you want me to die for all your sins?
I know that all you want now
Is for this conversation to end
before it even begins

I don’t know what’s supposed to happen now
Is the scene we part our separate ways
What made me think I’d live forever
When I never thought I’d live to see this day

Being sorry isn’t helping me now
I’m so close but too far away
I wasn’t searchin’ for a miracle
Just a reason
Why I’m Alive Today

Did you really, wanna crucify me?
Did you want me to die for all your sins?
I know all that you want now
Is for this conversation to end before it even begins
And being sorry isn’t helping me now
I’m so close but too far away
I wasn’t searchin’ for a miracle
Just a reason
Why I’m Alive Today


Jaime Bjarnason ~2000~