A Circle of Inspiration For Michael

I was greeted today with a message from a Michael/Janet fan via my Last.fm account. Getting spur of the moment, or random messages from people around the net isn't anything new to me. A lot of people have expressed their gratitude, thanks or praise for my words. Saying my stories, and writings have helped them overcome, or deal with their grief over the loss of our Michael. Sometimes not only with Michael, but with other things. I have also gotten some messages of thanks telling me I have inspired them to do something to honor Michael, in different forms. But I must say, the message I got today, not only told me about the inspiration, but showed it. I wanted to share it here, on Beloved Legacy. This was made by screen name 'wg5516' and this was the message attached to it:
Hello. I stumbled across your blog and was inspired by it. I created this artwork and used one of your pieces as a tribute to MJ.


A poem from a fellow Michael/Janet fan, rAiN from Maximum-Jackson.com
(Thank U & with love. L.O.V.E.)

I have been struggling very hard the last couple months trying to figure out how to feel about all of this. At first I was taken back, the fact that people were finding solitude, and comfort in my pain and grief. As I have stated many times before. When Michael passed, I made this blog for myself. To have a place for me to run to, to put all my feelings, thoughts, pains, emotions, denials, confessions, and delusions. Knowing how I am, and being a writer, I had to do this selfishly for myself. Little did I know, what this blog would become on June 25th, when my real sense of feelings, and my ultimate inspiration died along the side of him.

Beloved Legacy is no longer mine, it has become a sense of home for some fans. It isn't just mine anymore. This blog now belongs not only to rAiNcRiEs and to the Legacy of Michael Jackson, but to you all, the truest love that have ever been formed. Michael Jackson has brought out the best in people, and through him, I am receiving a fraction of it. Although right now, it is very hard for me to feel, I mean to really feel all of your guys expressions of love, and thanks, and encouragement and praise...I am working very hard to allow myself to feel it. Until I open my heart again, and allow myself to start mourning the loss of him...I can't fully say or express in words my thanks to you all. Your messages are not going unnoticed, or unappreciated...For those that don't really know me...I am just in a struggle right now. I'm a cold circle that just keeps going around and around, with no open door. And because of you all...my circle has become a circle of inspiration in honor of Michael. I don't really have any words to express that any further.

Some have said to me, that this is God's Will...this is what I'm supposed to be doing. This is what I put here on earth to do...All I know, is that on June 25th, 2009 when I was praying to him; Beloved Legacy was born. Never did I expect this to happen though.

So sorry that I haven't been able to respond to all of your messages privately one on one, I don't emotionally have it in me to do that right now. That's why when I received this beautiful art work, and the short message of inspiration, I thought I would post it all in one, along with my little note to you all.

Thank you all from the bottom of my heart, thank you Michael...and thank you God.

'It's All 4 Love
L.O.V.E'


~Respectfully,
rAiN


(All art work on display in this post is designed by 'wg5516')