Silence (June 25th 2009)

2:26pm Dies
2:26pm
2:26pm Gone
2:26pm
Dead
2 2 6 p m Passed Away
D e nial
Michael What?
Michael
Michael eternally sleeping
Michael
2:26pm Michael
NO!
No
Denial
2:26pm
Uncontrolably weeping...
Michael...
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Enter Time 5:48pm Phone ringing.... Ma

Answer....Nothing but tears...on my end. I can feel her trying to remain strong for me. I can hear her voice, trying so hard to not break. Trying to keep her composer, she consoles me. I'm asking and pleading questions to her, no way she can answer them...
We talk bout our mirror mirror experiences... Something that we have had connected to our souls, since God gave me 'back' to her. Rest assuring me, that Michael is at peace...but we are struggling to understand this confusion and delusion really....Hang up.

In the end...its been 3hrs and I still cant breathe.

Thought *Thank you Jehovah for her*



(Note...Now i wish so much I could remember this conversation, I wish to God I could remember what you said to me...I wish...so i could console myself..with your words.)