Your love is magical, that's how I feel
But I have not the words here to explain
Gone is the grace for expressions of passion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain
To tell you how I feel
But I am speechless, speechless
Pacing...sit down...pacing...sit down...
I have this horrible feeling in my stomach. Horrible. So much confusion inside my head. So much...so much going on...I want to scream, I want to ask questions...no one can answer...no one to ask. And no words are coming out of my tear filled lips.
TMZ, BBC, LA Times...banner stories the same. You are dead. Dead? Michael Jackson dead? Nope. Never.
My childhood brain takes over....*Thoughts* The little boy that never grew up, Peter Pan, Magical, Michael Jackson. One thing my little brain always thought...Michael Jackson will never die.
Enter Reality...LA Coroner on CNN..issues a statement. A hush comes over the world...complete silence. My head is so all over the place, i dont hear anything he is saying. Im struggling to focus enough to hear what he is saying...
'Mr. Jackson was pronounced dead at 2:26 p.m.'
"I am lost for words, I don't know what to say
My head's spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray
Helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside
Nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side
When I'm with you I am in the light where I cannot be found
It's as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground"
What? What? What?
First thought...No..Second thought...No...Third thought...Michael
Last thought before I lost all sense of reality...
You need Eve...call Ma right now.
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